The Outsider

I don't really know why but it feels like i have lost you. Babe, I've missed you all this while and it's not helping that i can totally relate to the song "Where'd you go? by Fort Minor" when it came on the radio this afternoon. At a moment when i was actually thinking of you. I had to ask myself why i decided to switch on the radio in the first place. Is it pure coincidence that i was bored? Or...were my thoughts fated to be mocked by the media?

And i miss those times when i can just dial you up, or even text you my experiences at any particular time. Be it day or night. I felt alive at those moments because someone was always there to listen as proof of my existence. The thing is i have never been really acknowledged even when i was in school or work. My name was never printed on the class list and my payslip never reaches the right place where i was working at. And i never had a birthday where i was cherished with gifts like anyone else because i've never had a proper celebration and you know that, don't you? All i had was your voice helping me to not feel so alone. To at least feel that i'm not actually a ghost but, i guess, you are no longer reading the things i write. I'm just changing into some background noise.

As i see it now, the pact we made has ceased to exist or failed to put its ideals to practice as much as i have failed to put my thoughts to action. I slowly become that outsider, the one we always used to criticize for his lack of manliness. Those guys who will bow down to please you, the ones with the senseless sweet messages. The kind that used to give you goosebumps. It is as though i walk amongst them now.

Weapon Of Mass Consumption

Talking, money-wise, that's what i have turned out to become. For real, I've just gotten my pay on the 21st and by the 22nd, I am left with just 29bucks in my wallet. How wasteful can i get? But in my defense, i'd like to say cash is only usable on earth so why not use it now? Who knows if i'm not going to see tomorrow, right?

Cempedak Fritters

I have got to say they are damn good. Especially when they are still hot.

Anyway, blogger's being a brat these days. I don't really know why but maybe i've not been treating her right. People, I seriously want to write more often than this but there is always something wrong with the posting page. You know how i love to write.

And when i say i love, i meant i LOVE.

So I'll just update you a bit about everything that's been going on around me.
1) I've just got my pay yesterday and i'm already popped now.
2) I made this super tear on my jeans while skating. AND i wasn't even pulling off any trick.
3) Seriously, it wasn't intentional.
4) I need to participate more because i think & read into things too much. hmm.

woots!

It is certainly not that i'm bored this very instant but i just want to be really honest with you. I am starting to really dig my phone. Big time! It is like after i've installed the new operating system, my phone is suddenly able to accomplish crazy feats. And having a cute name like Cupcake for an OS can sure mislead the common folks. Especially regarding the power of the phone.

You know about all that hype going on about iPhone? Seriously, iPhone might be an unquestionably splendid innovation where at the mere mention of it might make any techie sit up straight. For sure, owning an iPhone might be the new shizz but there is a few downside to owning an iPhone. Say the compromise on the camera's megapixels? Anyway, in case you inferred wrongly, i am no proud owner of an iPhone. And what i have got to say about my phone is:

My phone kicks more ass!

And here's the best part yet, i'm blogging this on my Dream. Now, tell me how terrific is this Dream? This can't just be another unrealised hype, can it?

Floatng lik a feathr

New Old-Components

Taking a trip on new happenings in life. At least the occurences feel kinda new even though the components are from my previous life. In case you don't know, i'm a cool cat so i got more than 9lives and i spent 2 of it already.

And if we are all reincarnations of someone else from a previous life, would we ever know if the person we meet now is a previous loved one? A mom, a dad, a daugther, a son, a wife or husband? Let me know if anyone is..

Note-to-self: Never let anyone break my fitness training momentum ever again. Not even for a buddy. Or the whole week will go down the drain. hah.

54 strangers

and that is how many strangers i have been talking to starting from 1730hrs to 2305hrs, yesterday. This is definitely much more than the number of people i have had to handle on a normal weekday but yesterday wasn't a weekday and it wasn't just any weekend. It was a day prior to the national day.

Technically, it was an eve of a public holiday which means the normal individual will feel a sudden need to call us. I don't understand this part of the human liability. Why do they feel this certain urge to consume more than necessary on the eve of public holidays?

I actually had to tell someone off for screaming and shouting into my right ear. Eff that stupid phrase about the customer being right 24/7. We got civil rights too, y'know. Pfft.

And i will leave home wondering how much more of these unreasonably demanding strangers i will have to endure today. *sigh*

Vol.ta Wallet

This is the so far the best buy of my previous casual shopping. Here's a few pichas of it.
This is the close up view of the brand's logo on the button-like thingy at the front.
Get a close-up view of the logo again. And... also the texture of the wallet. I just love these small subtle details in things. They don't scream, "LOOK AT ME!" instead they say a passing remark. Something along the lines of, "I'm cool like this yo." You feel me, readers?
Here's the brand name along with the logo engraved inside the wallet on the coin pouch area. Subtle ain't it?

Casual shopping

1] Energie rectangular turquoise buckle belt
2] Vol.ta wallet
3] Fred Perry key chain
4] Fred Perry wallet
5] Vol.ta double-breasted jacket
6] Scenic Belt
7] Skinny red belt
8] Shoes For Mum
9] Puma sports shoe
10] Vans chuka low-cut
11] Digital watch for jogs
12] Praise 'paris' tee(+1 more)
13] Zara Parfum
14] Fred Perry Shoes.
15] Pull&Bear Tee
16] Zara Purple Skinny Belt

So these are the few things that is on my purchase list and the list keeps growing no matter how much of it i finally purchased. I managed to get just 5 of the stuffs for now. So out of my latest spot of shopping, my favourite buy would be the Vol.ta wallet because it has this certain character about it.

Strange Sense

Anyway, i was supposed to go down to Vol.ta and exchange the wallet i purchased last Thursday before i go off to work but Eikkz was being "manja". He kept telling me that it's only natural that sometimes the zippers doesn't zip smoothly in one pull.

He even gave me this reference to schoolboys. Eikkz was saying about how in school there will always be a few different cliques. Like who gets along with who and which clique doesn't fit together with which cliques. Yes, he was actually comparing why along certain lengths of the zipper the zip will get stuck to the coteries in a school. Weird huh?

Conclusion:
I asked him if he has BEEN saying it's normal for zippers to do that just because of the fact that he doesn't want me to move off early. And then he gave me this sheepish smile... That's my bridren!