05 July, 2007

GOODBYE LOVES.

Our Hug

It told me things, you couldn't say. It was sincere and honest. It came as a surprise 'cause i didn't want to, it'll only make things worse but i was wrong. It made me better knowing your heart screams to me to never let go. It reassured me. It was air-tight. It was beautiful.

Wawawawawawa

The voice keeps telling me

"Emotional baggage is unavoidable, but make an effort to carry as little as possible. In other words, don't bring a matched set -- only a carry-on. After all, on this flight you need to be able to fly as high as possible."

01 July, 2007

White Noise

...sad it is but i have to force the healing factor to double up.(no no, make it x10)
Reason: Time is not on my side. Circumstances have been cruel.

Tempest in a teapot? hahs. I guess i'll have to make it in a teacup 'cause time slips by like sand through my fingers. I must gain more perspective and insights before time pauses. I need to clear the frequency from all the white noise. So i can make sure things are less worthy of brewing than i initially thought.
Yes, i was expecting a beautiful crop of lollepops in tampines and got barley instead. Whatever it is, i can still use it as grist. When God gives me lemon, i make Lemon Barley drinks.(joji style..hahs) All i've left with to do is breathe through it 'cause the only way to deal with a strong emotion is to feel it. That's the best i can do, for now.

P/S: Things will turn out absolutely fine.