Loving A Disabled

So hard to paint a painting for the blind
And even harder to talk to the deaf
Miscalculations and actions mistimed
Let me rest a bit to catch my breath

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't i ever learn
I've lost all my trust though
i've surely tried to turn it around
to turn around and go.

All i needed is perfect timing and someone normal. But no one is.