Positive Viewpoint

I just got to know that i'm the handsome one among all my siblings.
(as according to the gorgeous 23yrs old sister of a friend of mine.)
and i am very well elated contented by this very crisp and refreshing information. if only we aren't years apart, i might take her out to a dinner date as a reward for seeing the positive perpective of my face. (but hey! why would i spend money on a girl with a good job.lol) Why couldn't she be 18? or me, 20plus? (err, k thats too scary) Because HD man doesn't sound nice and since it wouldn't sound cocky for a man to say "kiss my ass and say you're ready" so i'll stick with HD kid for now. Anyway, au revoir fellow citizens.

Beast Within

you shouldn't have awaken the beast inside me, the harsh and heartless alter-ego of HD kid. i've never contemplate how to love you or hate you but now look at it all. you made it an obligation to step up my game. show you what it's like to be a monster. and when its all done, do not tell people i'm the person who crushed your nerves or shattered your beliefs but say this, at least to yourself "i tried to fool him but it backfires tenfold because what i wanted to do to him was certainly wrong in every way. and i shouldnt have done bad to anybody." (or just learn your mistakes and never ever have evil intent)
it would be unnecessary to make you cringe at your very tricks. but somebody has got to do the dirty work and make you choke. (like the saying goes, "fight fire with fire" or was it "when you can't beat them, join them"?. well it really makes me wonder.) or is it shove it up your arse? my last word will be: well, sugardandy, let the game begins. . .

FF

As i've planned secretly long before the concert, it finally came true, i brought my sidekick along to the Franz Ferdinand concert yesterday at Singapore Indoor Stadium. yes, HD girl is my sidekick. (a lousy and unreliable one at that)
and as soon as Franz Ferdinand started playing, almost everybody
stand up and rush to the edge of the terrace. (like crazy lunatics going after tweety bird,i tell you) so i and HD girl was enjoying the concert at the comfort of the seat i paid for. then two old minahs and (what-seems-to-be) a pakcik2, came into the row in front of me and stood there. (well, excuse me, i paid for seats not for the free-standing tickets, so if you old minahs and cheeky old pakcik don't mind, pls buy a tix for free standing if you plan to stand for the concert.) that goes to everyone of you who stood once FF got on stage. (by everyone, i meant all those who bought the single seats tickets)

-Love Is Like A Heatwave-

whenever i'm with you
something inside start to burn in
upon my heart
fill it with fire
like heatwave
burning in my heart
i can keep from crying
til we be apart
whenever she calls my name
i cant explain
i feel this burning rage