Momentous

There is quite a lot of things happening to me now. Martin decided to leave me, Didi Precious is suddenly asking me what do i do when i cannot forget someone. Of all people, would you ask an Ex who trying to get over you?

Then there is dadit who's being strange and unpredictable lately, most UNUSUAL. Somewhere else, Pixie is afraid if she might cause me trouble. Which would dissappoint my heart to hear if it had ears to listen. How can its feeling be questioned? Challenged in such a doubtful manner. An insult to love, itself.(if it be love, in the first place)

After all of that has happened, there is the ever present, 'A'. During the fasting months, i've went to the Bazaar thrice to get myself some food which is available once a year. During those trips, i could have sworn i smelled her presence somewhere as if the air, itself, whispered to me. It lingers as i thought i saw glimpses of her amongst the chaos and at every turn, she just happen to be some stranger. The rush brought back sweet memories that lay dormant within me. Her presence, the illusional nearness of herself after years apart brought with it a feeling of great loss. The moment seems to go into slow motion as the pictures blurred into molasses...and everything was just another flashback.

Ouh and before i forget, i plan to write a story of us, because that's all it will be, another story.
The start to its end, the end which i hope will never be.

P/s: Can i know where to get kad raya?

Home is where i want you to be.

"Runaway. I just wanna runaway. Runaway to far away places where peace natured the surroundings & nobody is around. Shout as loud as i want to. I wanna get this shit out of my mind.It is so pressuring.Honestly, when i'm facing all of these. I was reminded by the times when Eri is always around. Would listen though it hurts him too. Eri used to be protective over me. Never like anyone who hurt me. Eri would always be around even if its too little time, he'll still be around to spare me comfort even if i've been missing for quite awhile. It may not be too much of a comfort but he's around to make me smile & make me happy. I really appreciate Eri. He need not give me word of advice but just his presence to lift my head up. I love Eri, my bestbuddy. Thanks Eri for i've always feel like a princess around you. *smile*"

I would still be there for you anytime at all, all you need to do is call and i'll be there. Afterall you are still my princess. You just do not know how much u mean to me. I'm aware i saw you the other time i was in town but i was too hurt to approach you after you've accused me of things i am never able to commit. I also think that you saw me too and you chose to ignore me.
If you do nothing about this, all will be lost. (i've done my part in posting this because i've no way to contact you)

Desktop Of Heroes

That is our desktop. It's so minimalist. See the lack of folders and desktop items. Its what inside the Hard Drive that matters not the desktop. We have to learn not to be shallow and accept people computers for the hardwares inside not just the nice sleek exterior; for example iMac.

Trial And Error

You said you've got 'evil' plans. I shall believe that its positively on my side for now and i'm anticipating it as well as contemplating a few plans of my own. It'll turn out fine if somehow you find a backbone for yourself.

Until the time comes, the wind will keep blowing against my sails.

you're at Bukit Batok and as far as i'm concerned, Bukit Batok is a place full of negative energies. In the presence of Didi, there will also be him so will you still love me in the morning?

And before i end this entry, will you let me know if you're going to talk about me 'that way' in times to come, or when you've found a new toy?

p/s: she was fabulous, like a whirlwind.

Clearly Now

"i've got something for you", that was what she said if i'm not mistaken. Next she reached inside her bag and take out a pink book and lay it in front of me.

I was caught off-guard. It was the book i've wanted. I flipped thru' it countless times. And she was like "how many times are you going to flip thru". In return i gave her some pez candies, i've brought for her.

p/s: doesn't it sounds sad when you're in love and you can't do anything about it?

Nasib Macam Kentang

I don't know why but i just woke up at 11plus a.m today and that, dear readers, is early for me. Reached for my mobile and dialled the 8digits of Secretary.(whom i shall now address as Pixie for reasons that has made me 'kental')

It's my turn to wake her up now.Next, She answered with a sleepy tone as she was asleep. And her voice isn't sexy unlike someone i know but that is not the matter. I said "bla bla bla gi mandi, i nak tio balik". In actual fact, i was going to grab my towel and shower. Took a peep inside my wallet after my shower. Hey! I got 13 bucks and i was like ermm i'll need 15 more to pay for the taxi fare to yishun because it'll take me an hour to reach yishun by bus.(how i bloody wish i had cash so that i would have had passed my bike license by now)

I just got ready knowing i won't be able to pay for cab fare to yishun. Suddenly, my HD mind conceived a genius of a plan. I shall take a cab to toa payoh which will be around 7bucks, costing me not more than 10minutes and from there i will take the mass rapid transit to yishun, and that my friends will take me 15minutes. (see how i cut down time when i'm meteorite) Ouh and from yishun i took a bus to the 167 bus stop where i wait for Pixie's arrival, patiently. Next we took bus to her workplace.

She said "i was full of surprises, suddenly popping up in yishun".
I said "that wasn't meant to be the surprise"

and at that moment i smoothly took out the bangle and wrap it around her wrist. She smiled and then kissed me. (mcm shut up and kiss me effect gitu sampai batal posaku.hahs) After sending her off, i decided to pop by Spinelli and see if Goldilocks working annnnd yes! she is! so we chit-chatted while she's pulling the espresso shots and making coffee without passion(like she always do) then the num gays appeared so i made a quick getaway and off i went to art friend to survey some stuffs for school. (for those who are aware, you know my issues with the num gays rightttt)

After awhile i decided to text Goldilocks and asks if anyone's fetching her.
She said "just some guy friends to celebrate one of their birthday".
i text "i go off then. tata"
She said "see me first lah"
i said "why? because i jorjes ryt?"
she said "Pretty eri, i wanna huggy"

after considering the fact that my fast is already forfeited, i said ok. and you know the rest.

translation for heading: Lucky Strike

Le Future

Guess my future's settled. Earlier today, the girl's side came. One weird thing that i can't help to notice is that the elder sister is the person who negotiated our marriage, as there was no parental figures with them. (maybe theirs had left this world to live in the afterlife) and also the fact that since when i follow indian traditions of getting the girl's side to come?

All of this that happens, shocked me as much as it does you. I'm getting bind together this november after the raya. The date have yet to be fixed. I can't recall the girl's name thou, all i remember it it had this azeera/azeedah/arifah sound to it.

Oh and the girl pretty much fits my wanted list. She's slender, an anak mami as in of malay and indian descent. Don't worry, she got bosoms. I won't mind at all starting a family with her since we're skipping the whole "kenal-kenal" part except that i'll be warping through alot of years in my life. That means NO ' u tgl mane? umo brape? suke makan ape? keje mane?' geddit? I don't have to start all over again cause i'll just get married.

Dr Rubsitin

He's not made up of one person. In fact he's made up of two individual. Who are like two sides of a coin. One cannot exist without the other. The Flipside of HD kid a.k.a meteorite and Lord Wemphyr a.k.a Most Beloved Sexist combined.