Momentous

There is quite a lot of things happening to me now. Martin decided to leave me, Didi Precious is suddenly asking me what do i do when i cannot forget someone. Of all people, would you ask an Ex who trying to get over you?

Then there is dadit who's being strange and unpredictable lately, most UNUSUAL. Somewhere else, Pixie is afraid if she might cause me trouble. Which would dissappoint my heart to hear if it had ears to listen. How can its feeling be questioned? Challenged in such a doubtful manner. An insult to love, itself.(if it be love, in the first place)

After all of that has happened, there is the ever present, 'A'. During the fasting months, i've went to the Bazaar thrice to get myself some food which is available once a year. During those trips, i could have sworn i smelled her presence somewhere as if the air, itself, whispered to me. It lingers as i thought i saw glimpses of her amongst the chaos and at every turn, she just happen to be some stranger. The rush brought back sweet memories that lay dormant within me. Her presence, the illusional nearness of herself after years apart brought with it a feeling of great loss. The moment seems to go into slow motion as the pictures blurred into molasses...and everything was just another flashback.

Ouh and before i forget, i plan to write a story of us, because that's all it will be, another story.
The start to its end, the end which i hope will never be.

P/s: Can i know where to get kad raya?