Two Words: Spoil Her

Well, It's 1:13am right now.(as you people can know by reading the time stamp below) At this moment i should be asleep as i've got to be at my workplace by 8.30am.(which means i've got to wake up by 6am) In this particular post I'm planning to blabber nonsense because lately, i haven't got any bright ideas or inspirations to include in my entry. So, i guess i write about the stuffs that i could buy for my girlfriend.(that is if i have a girlfriend)
What i meant is the stuffs that catches my eyes when i go window shopping. The stuffs that wasn't made for a person of my gender. The kind of stuffs you could buy for your significant other but as soon as i realise that. It comes to my attention that i do not have an actual individual that i could pamper or spoil like a little prick in your pants. Yes, its true that i do not have a "soul mate".
Just like this other time where i went to Junction8 Bishan. There's this really super rad sleeveless top. A Germany Soccer Fanatic Top.(which i believe is branded adidas and could very well cost me a fortune) Then i thought if i could present this to a girl but once again i'm reminded by myself that i do not have a girl, a co-existing partner. So i searched through my mind's vast library of any individual that comes close enough but to no avail.(tsk tsk)
Next, the reebok bag on display was a top grade "gazer" product. White in colour with green threadworks that tease at you. The epitome of 'chic'. Then there's a little bit of yellow but i couldn't recall which part of it.(probably the trimmings i guess.) Splurging 60bucks on a bag for someone is worth it when I know just the perfect person(s) that i could buy this for. But just a little set back, one of them happens to be m.i.a eversince we last broke up(i tell you, we broke up more than just a couple of times but this time i think she's gone for good.) and the other candidate just got nothing going on with me. She's just another girl i have a crush on but wouldn't it be nice if i could make her smile since she has been a bit down lately. Soon it dawn on me that i might be giving her the wrong signals by my token of thoughtful gesture.( so i guess i better not screw it up this time) Well, i'm really known for screwing things up when everything is in a happy state. Its just hard when you got no one to love. right, good people of the internet zone?

So when it comes to me i just got two words: spoil her. (but whom?)

She Ate My Porridge

When she cried in my arms on the 16th. I felt like dying. but i'll have to stay alive. i have to.
protect her, heal her, hold her and let her fly when she can walk. then clouds of brown soon engulfed me. i grew dizzy in the mystic haze. i had drained her pain, drained my powers. let pain visits the immune, the cold, the selfless, the dead. ( except for tummy upsets.)

goldilocks

i like holding goldilocks in my arms when she cries.
and i know she's a pampered child.

Last Night

i went out with Magnus and Inatopeq. Nothing Much, just hanging around. Met Buddy Maximus and HD girl. stuffed myself silly with chicken fantastic (which trust me isn't fantastic at all). And very strangely i missed the "durh" aura of Buddy Maximus. lol. a moment. While at town Grenadier Kinks kept insisting that i and Magnus meet them at Beach Cabana but err no so i headed for home, but i kinda went astray went i see the ECV boys at basket. crash with them awhile, it feels nice to meet up after a long while.(and all those moments Grenadier Kinks was still insisting me i go) i had no cash to burn(like always) so i just turned down the offer. but then i went, they said they are going to pay for my cab fare. den bla bla.
whatever my mind was thinking i found myself sleeping on the floor of the living room with Grenadier Kinks on the couch. lucky i went high on jimmi so i was already too sleepy to pester Kinks away. Aiyoh that annoying ranting...better stop now...ciao

Graduates Transform And Roll Out

I need to get my gear ready by May 26:-

1.red thin belt
2.long-sleeved Luvi brown shirt
3.zara white jeans
4.three studs(preferably square-shaped)
5.cans of spray. colours:crosshair code
6. tip-top clarks originals desert trek

rules.
the only rules to follow are the washing instructions on your shirt label.

now

yeah...so right at this very moment i'm supposed to be drawing, sketching, colouring and whatsoever. but i'm stuck here. typing this blerdy entry out. and the one before this and after.
so tomorrow i planned to get up lateearly(or not sleep at all). go get a few mounting boards for my art pieces that needs to be handed in later around the lunch hour. aiyah.
ouh and btw all this while, while i was getting all riled up yet very intimidated to meet Peq's elder sister when she gets home after a long time of being away, and when i say very intimidated, i meant VERY. and after all that (of being a wuss), his sister seems and is a very "gerek" person. all that kanchiong-ness was in vain.

Murder Me, Myojo

Myojo Mee Soto sucks big time. Nuff Said~

I'm With You

Mummy, i know i haven't been the good son, you want me to be. i also know i'm at least half(if not all) of the reasons why you're sick now, lying in that hospital bed. But i want you to know that i ♥ you and i promise i'll try to get my life straight. I'll try to grow up into a fine young man, for you, for all those values in life that you've taught me. I'll learn to live my life by positive principles. Don't you worry about me, i'm mature enough. (remember how you used to send me and fetch me from the places i had to go to during my probation period? i've realised you love me an effing lot and from that time on, i've grown out of my childish desires). Now let me worry about you. and please come home with a smile, tell me everything's fine cause i've never planned growing old without you.

p/s: if you're not with me, know that, i'm with you.