Beer Haze Chemistry.

I present you,
my drunken chemical equation discovery:

"1 + 1 = 1"
E₃D_{2 +} Fd → 2D₃Fd_{4 +} E₆

I'm not any good at chemistry during my secondary school years since the teacher has poor language mastery. Meaning i didn't understand 3/4 of what the teacher is explaining. Her english is too local. But armed with the rudiments of chemistry that mostly i've learnt independently through books and the web. I dare say it's not possible to balance the equation above.
Thus my life can be said to depend on chemical reactions aided by a wondrous form of catalyst.

Life is unbalanced w/o u.

Keywords: Together

Sometimes i ponder upon why do we make memories. Why we find the people that can understand us better than ourselves? and why those people never stay closer than close when it all falls apart? It's been really great to know somebody who loves a movie you love.

Not just any other movie but a rare French film. Sharing its understanding on an intimate level. Being able to relate to the particular movie very well. Together.

Then there were times we had such great conversations and some other time great silence. Together. Like our very first bus ride, together, to get my hair done at Roxy's. We didn't really talk much on the bus but she was sitting so close next to me that i recognized something, i had not felt in a long time. Good female company. Being able to be in the presence of someone and be contented without the basic need for words. It's a rare thing.

Not forgetting the happy moments and the moments we would want to forget. Moments like sitting on a stone bench sharing milkshake while people-watching or thrash talking, sharing a cup of hot coco or simply having Hershey's kissable. Together. Talking about life while at her breakwater thinking spot or while having our paddlepop walk. Watching movies and a concert. Together.

We enjoyed life but more than that we enjoyed each other's company. I feel i can talk to her about almost everything and anything without having her go "huh?". She's generously blessed with intelligence and silliness, no wonder she can understand my coded rantings. You see, it's not easy at all to find a person who's capable of engaging your bbr&r thoughts and also be able to do the silliest things. Together. Things like my silly dances, her pafumu weiwei, our own invented words and our sudden outbursts of awedness at things we personally find awing, behaving like two innocent toddler who've just found a new stuff to meddle with. In her words, that's being dumdum. But i don't mind 'cause in some sense, i can say it's fulfilling to have her around me for a chat. She's the most intellectual and the best dumdum. She's a gem. Who would have guessed it?

Who would have guessed it that i could find someone i can connect with?
And have the moments Together as memories of time well spent?
Couldn't it last a little longer, could it?

P/s: When u got off the stage, u took a piece of my heart with you.

To The Power Of THree

While i was reading Ms. Lang blog earlier. It helped understand what Eikkz was talking about. The dull moments he is experiencing now but he failed to mention that right now everything is within our control. It is somehow because we have taken out the elements we do not need. We closed the gaps among us. So that everything that will or has to happen will only happen within our circle. Closing the gaps allowed us, namely Peq, Eikkz and me, to isolate ourselves from unwanted things. But it does come with a big disadvantage.

If we remembered what happened to Japan during 1853, they were unable to retain its isolation policy without risking war with the States. At that time, Japan could not defend itself against The United States' technology and weaponry so Japan had to agree with the treaty of opening up it's port to the outside world. That's a little bit of history lesson for you people.

So i must find a way to counter that disadvantage and make this dull moment bright. It's like marriage in some sense. You get tied down and you grow tired of the routine notwithstanding that you love the person very much. The cure is you need to try new things together.

p/s: I think, therefore, I exist.

VENI VIDI VICI

I get a sense of exaltation when anyone engages me in guerrilla warfare. Right now, there is a couple of people playing this game with me and there will be casualties. Play with fire, you will get burnt. I will not waste the stratagems that are provided to me. The mind will be our battlefield. (Right, topeq? and darn aren't i psyched for it.) The Tyrant enjoys a little adrenaline.

This time round the rules will have to change as the Crowned Head change/switch. Different lands, different strategies. The surroundings are different now. The climate, the terrain, the means. But it will always be foreign soil no matter how different it is.

P/s: A cool cat is still a cat.