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Home.

Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
And when I come home cold and tired
It’s good to warm my bones beside the fire

It's never what you think it'll be

I had quite a memorable night before my birthday. The best part of it was roughly 15minutes after the strike of midnight. Broery Eikkz appeared with his +1 carrying a birthday cake. Along with 2big candles and 3little candles lighted on the cake. That's like my 1st birthday cake ever in my entire life. Super rad but i'll share the stories and pictures once i find the USB cable for my digital camera.

For now i'll just share an excerpt i gotten from a book which was one of my 1st few birthday presents ever:
"When i was in my teens, i made an appraisal of how comfortable my life could turn out when i became the age i am now. Because of a mechanical failure, the prediction was inexact. Things reversed. I ended up living somewhere i once avoided, with a woman i genuinely once disliked."

- The Fuck-Up by Arthur Nersesian.

You guys remember when you were younger and you had so many sweet dreams of how life will be like when you're older? Somehow when you reach that age, you realise things are the total opposite of what you hoped for and the most depressing part is you are usually doing something you hate when you were a kid. Guess life's like that, huh?

Loving A Disabled

So hard to paint a painting for the blind
And even harder to talk to the deaf
Miscalculations and actions mistimed
Let me rest a bit to catch my breath

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't i ever learn
I've lost all my trust though
i've surely tried to turn it around
to turn around and go.

All i needed is perfect timing and someone normal. But no one is.

How did i live without you?

How can I forget you
when you're always on my mind?
How can I not want you
when you're all I want inside?
How can I let you go
when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you
when you control my heart?


There are two versions of me. One is with you, the other without. The one without you is a Tyrant not a pussy. This is not the right eri w/o you version. This is an impostor. Something's fucked up about the w/o you version right now because the real w/o you version was a fricking organised chaos. Now he's just chaos. Pinjam fix-it kit anyone?

P/s: i'll never say enough to you. To you it's just nonsense.