coma

Feels like i've been sleeping for days. I've finally woken up from this coma. But i'm still weak and dazed. My monster eyes all glazed. What do i make of the things that almost killed me? And all the crazy things. They were only happening up in my ruined little head. How did i lose myself? I've always screwed up but never this bad before. I've never done anything significant. But at the end of the day, the best help is to help myself.

However, I still need you. I really do. But i'm just going to be here, i'm one call away. Dial up my number, if there's anything at all. I swear i won't talk because its not about me. Tt's selfish. From here onwards, i'm all about you. I'm all ears even if its just for listening to you breathe.