Before the sun rises

It's killing me and somehow or the other i don't mind it that i'm going crazy. But hey, i should, or shouldn't i? Does she have at least a bit of care left? Because i'm hoping i won't wake up from my next sleep or if i do, i hope i have major amnesia. So i will forget everything.

BUT THEN AGAIN..

i never want to forget.
the nicest thing.
how i felt whole again.
how she made me whole.
how we became accidental best friends.