30 December, 2006

If I may quote

"existence is sometimes not by our right but by choice ,
ours' or God's.
we may choose where we wanna be,
but in the end..
the decision is not ours to make..

thinking wat u might b thinking.........? not!

sometimes we like it alot....but ironically, most times..wat we think we really like in the first place,is afterall not wat we really want...n sumtime wat we dun really like, is actually the one thing we've come to love n cherish n need...

for all time she sees it as a challenge back then...(a game)

i c it as waste of time, (bothering on my own murder again in the end.
a case of history repeating itself)dat changes over time, we changed...
frm a game to reality, n frm hate to open arms....
acceptance on both our sides..on to e next lvl..." - Lord Wemphyr

I am extremely annoyed at the fact that i cannot decide my own life, arrange it as i've pictured it, it may be disorderly in the end but as long i breathe in the moment knowing this is my own doing i have no one to blame not even fate or destiny. You see if two person agrees to never let go of the other's hand no matter what, they'll stay like that until the end, only death will do them apart.(meaning even thru the darkest hour if they keep holding on, who's gonna let go right?) Why must always the other party says it is not fate that we be together. Why must the other party give in to destiny. Can't you just keep holding on to my hand when the nuclear bomb blasts? We'll die together. Together... isn't it what you've always wanted?

Even when i did not acknowledged you at the starting line because i didn't want to give in to unnecessary feelings. Why do you have to be indecisive or uncertain? Why do you even fear anything when i'm here to protect you? I remember how you will please me and my demands like i was king. Can't you go back to being that girl? I promise i'll appreciate you. I know i didn't really like you but you're the one thing i've come to cherish, love and need. Why wouldn't you fight for what you've always wanted instead of giving in to what you call fate?


my life is in pink out of a sudden. What have you done to me, secretary?

p/s: Fate is what we make of it.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous scribbled...

dat was deep alright....i'm quoted by me own bro...an honour.....

08 January, 2007  
Blogger HD kid scribbled...

why can't we hold on to each other?...

esel.

09 January, 2007  
Anonymous Anonymous scribbled...

becoz...no matter how hard, no matter how gd our grip is...it'll happen if either one party, just dun wanna hold on animore...

simple.....

we stay wen they want us 2 stay...
but do we have much choice wen they want us to go away?

funny, it takes 2 to tango/to fall in love, function as a unit, n yet it takes either one juz to decapitate it....

10 January, 2007  
Blogger HD kid scribbled...

The thing i can't comprehend is that why must they not want us anymore.

why start to end?

21 January, 2007  

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