Disrupted
In times of chaos, people will panic,
Do anything that they think will save them.
For me, I've detached myself from my emotions
amidst the dins of battle.
Now i am pretty lost with what is happening to myself. Change, i don't really like it at all. Why does anything have to change? Couldn't it be the way it is? The way i've adapted to or grown accustom to.
This made me reflect on myself. I shall retrace my steps, the steps i've carved to reach where i am now, a kid who is in control of any situation he is in. Yes, some of you may know me as HD kid. I want to go back and find where i've let this alter-ego arse took over the naive me, the helpless little sissy boy who would pluck flowers from the gardens for his beloved. I want to stop HD kid and meteorite from the battle that they wage on each other. I want to make them co-exist in harmony and tranquility. At present, I actually cannot be bothered with posting anything or socialising with anyone for that matter. I am in a state of discomposure so i'll end this now before i change my mind about posting it..
p/s: worst thing is to miss someone when you're with them and knowing you can never have them.
Do anything that they think will save them.
For me, I've detached myself from my emotions
amidst the dins of battle.
Now i am pretty lost with what is happening to myself. Change, i don't really like it at all. Why does anything have to change? Couldn't it be the way it is? The way i've adapted to or grown accustom to.
This made me reflect on myself. I shall retrace my steps, the steps i've carved to reach where i am now, a kid who is in control of any situation he is in. Yes, some of you may know me as HD kid. I want to go back and find where i've let this alter-ego arse took over the naive me, the helpless little sissy boy who would pluck flowers from the gardens for his beloved. I want to stop HD kid and meteorite from the battle that they wage on each other. I want to make them co-exist in harmony and tranquility. At present, I actually cannot be bothered with posting anything or socialising with anyone for that matter. I am in a state of discomposure so i'll end this now before i change my mind about posting it..
p/s: worst thing is to miss someone when you're with them and knowing you can never have them.
HD kid suck at 5:45:00 AM
2 Comments:
worst thing is to miss someone when you're with them and knowing you can never have them.
That ever happened to me last time.
The sad thing was,
that happened when i was with you.
Oh well.
=)
well,
if u like.
i can let you
have a lil bit of me.
because right now i dun even
know if anyone wanna have me.
but it's also impt to note
that our time was beautiful.
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